They call it PTSD,post tramatic stress disorder.Post because it is in the past, I has altered me,I can't change the thing's that happened.....I am left to deal with the consequences....I am reminded every day, my mind broke, my soul broke,my body broke=but my spirit is getting stronger.....I will forever be sorry for my actions, but my God [it is a medical condtion]....And L[]VE is suppose to be un-conditional, I don't want your pity,just your understanding.....I has alway's been my belief= NEVER SAY,NEVER! I am beginning to understand,my under laying rage.....I've never had any one to protect me,but myself.....such painful reality,so you see that is where that "over my dead body",phase I say comes from= "friend or foe" As my mind,and body heal,and my back is is against the wall......You get the point, you realy find out who your freind's are, when times are tough= Well, I'm learning to live in reality.....I'm sorry to those,that were not strong enough,to share these days with me.....
Let leave the past, in the past= although I've learned, I'm alot stronger, than I ever knew.....
My Family say's " I becoming myself again, who ever that is....I only know,my nightmares are get less, but my body,fail's me at times= I can live with that.......I am becoming,a better person,flaws and all! I still can't fly,but I won't give up! X[]x
~I won't give up [I WILL PAINT AGAIN,and open a consignment shoppe=Jabip Village,[]ne stone @t a time,hope you'll be there,hope to have live Google hang out's S[]MEDAY,hint,hint,to Google+,God be willing~art By Alezia,un-finihed works,part of [HEALING IS SHARING]....
Upcoming concerts
FRIDAY 30 AUGUST 2013 – SUNDAY 01 SEPTEMBER 2013
Muddy Roots Music Festival 2013
Black Flag, Shooter Jennings, Larry and His Flask, Left Lane Cruiser, Dale Watson, Austin Lucas, Deadbolt, and The Monsters
Cookeville, TN, US
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FRI MAY 31, 2013 - 8:00 PM
Dark Waters End
The M Room
15 W Girard Ave
Philadelphia, PA
~Art by Dark Dragon,from Motherskies,Village....[aka Dragonflyalezia/twitter,and Google + at motherskydragonflyblogspot.com~PEACE X[]x
The Atlantic
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Chicago, IL · http://facebook.com/TheAtlanticOfficial
In need of original music to paint to~Send to Dragonflyalezia@gmail.com X[]x
They call it PTSD,post tramatic stress disorder.Post because it is in the past, I has altered me,I can't change the thing's that happened.....I am left to deal with the consequences....I am reminded every day, my mind broke, my soul broke,my body broke=but my spirit is getting stronger.....I will forever be sorry for my actions, but my God [it is a medical condtion]....And L[]VE is suppose to be un-conditional, I don't want your pity,just your understanding.....I has alway's been my belief= NEVER SAY,NEVER! I am beginning to understand,my under laying rage.....I've never had any one to protect me,but myself.....such painful reality,so you see that is where that "over my dead body",phase I say comes from= "friend or foe" As my mind,and body heal,and my back is is against the wall......You get the point, you realy find out who your freind's are, when times are tough= Well, I'm learning to live in reality.....I'm sorry to those,that were not strong enough,to share these days with me.....
Let leave the past, in the past= although I've learned, I'm alot stronger, than I ever knew.....
My Family say's " I becoming myself again, who ever that is....I only know,my nightmares are get less, but my body,fail's me at times= I can live with that.......I am becoming,a better person,flaws and all! I still can't fly,but I won't give up! X[]x
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